The day before Christmas eve and i still cannot feel the Christmas excitement that usually comes with this time. i think i have been to melancholy and getting myself worked up over trivial things and have forgotten the main aspect of this holiday.
i couldn't eat yesterday cos i was in a row with someone and couldn't help not being enthusiastic when my dad took us out for dinner. i felt so bad. he had told my mom to pick a place where i would like to eat. my dad is the greatest!
well i am better now as it is a bit settled and i am looking forward to tomorrow where the entire hexagon and their loved ones ;) are meeting up for a picnic at the beach!! cannot wait!! gonna be so much fun!! yay!!
i went today for dinner with my parents again and this time it was just me and them without my sisters (we dropped them at different venues for other things). how i love to watch my parents! after 27 years of marriage they still are so much in love it's so wonderful!! little things where my dads hand got my moms while he is driving and he can spare it, how my mom tilts her head onto his shoulder, how they sometimes fight over things cos they want whats best for each other (that usually happens with my dad scolding us saying we dont help ma n then scolding her that she has spoiled us!).
i really do hope that the man i end marrying will love me as much as my dad loves my mom! that really is all i need to ask for...then everything will fall into place...
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