time flies when your having fun they say...how true...
the countdown for my return back to Singapore has started and although it is my last semester i cannot look at it in a positive way....
the new developments are hanging over me like a weight...and i cannot seem to get it away before it collapses me...
i feel so melancholy and abandoned... i have not had a chance to spend some proper time with my baby after the first week i was here and that makes my heart sink...
i know one must enjoy the time one has and not dwell on such thoughts as i do... but when you cannot spend that time the way you do want it to well you cant help but be reminded of the ticking clock that keeps you that pulls you away from the strands of refuge...
even Christmas has not made an impression on my family this time due to the issues arising with these happenings...
i feel like i am drowning in my own tears as i write this... all i need is a shoulder to cry on and comforting arms to hold me... and sadly these are not available at the moment... :(
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